one day at a time

i sit here watching "sex and the city" thinking about my life in comparison to the lives of these women. i mean these are "real" women, and these things that are portrayed on tv are things that actually happened. i watch them and i wonder, is this the way life should be for 20 something women? if so, boy is my life far off par. i have lived a pretty fucking crazy life, but in no way, has it been like any of these women's lives. they're single, living in the big city, fucking many random guys, and here i am, with child, in arms and belly, while trying to figure out how to make it through another day.


then it dawned on me, just take it one day at a time. no more, no less. just be thankful for what i have and remember that while my life is no "sex and the city", it has, thus far, been a pretty amazing life. for who i am, and what i've been thru....the love i have and the life i live.